Depression

How does one know if one is depressed? Here are a few good signs. #1 To start things off, you will tend to feel very sad #2 You'll be very pessimistic #3 The once-cheerful world will develop a darker hue #4 You will avoid talking to family and friends #5 You may even feel as though the world would be better off without you. Just a note, the world would totally suck without you, and anyway, killing yourself won't accomplish anything, seeing as you'll still feel those troubles in the afterlife. Sorry. I'm sort of making sure that I'm not depressed. I'm not. Anyway, for the past couple days, things have been very uneventful. (thank goodness) Unfortunately, my summer is not going to stay that way. But anyway, in the past two days, I've read some really fantastic novels. The first is an LDS novel, called Emily. It's really good, and has so much spiritually lifting content. It made me quite happy. The second is called The Year of the Secret Assignments. It's good also, but swears a couple times. It's a riot! And there's a character also named Emily. It seems that lately, Emily has been a name that I can't stay away from. I miss Winston. I haven't really talked to him in a while, and it's quite depressing. That's why I was making sure that I'm not depressed. You know, it's stupid that I'm still writing this blog thing, because nobody is even reading it. I should force my friends to. It would serve them right. But really, it's not that interesting. I've just been ranting about random junk the whole time. I mean, think about it. (But only if you've read the rest of my blog) I'm basically saying "Today, I woke up. I did stuff. I went to sleep." ... okay. It's not that bad. But, it would be nice if people would read it. I mean, my random comments can occasionally be quite witty, or at the very least, induce a small chuckle. Things that made me happy today: #1 The book I read was very cute #2 My mother let me procrastinate my chores until 6 PM! #3 I thought about the first time Winston held my hand... <3>